It's the first time, that I do not feel contended after a meeting.
I have always love my Gakkai life.
doing activities, events for peace, education and culture.
moving along with mentor,
broaden view to the international scope.
last year was the best Gakkai Year.
Passion!!
Compassionate!
This year, the moment of here and now,
I need to get back up. find and recall to the passion.
Not encouraged by anyone,
But to stand up on my own.
Chant.
Prayers.
For everyone. :)
I have to focus for now,
I want commitment.
I get jealous so easily over small things.
I need to be confident.
Stay positive.
I am going to have a new day, with a new attitude tmr.
REAL ATTITUDE.