HAHAHA!! :D
No more Grumpy toast.
Tmr's finals. 3 days straight.
Haven prepare much!!
Aiming for 2 distinction and 2 credits only.
I confessed that skipping class is really no gud.
So, why skip class?
cuz i felt lonely and bored in college.
Like no point to go school anymore.
I don feel happy.
going school is just to study.
SO DAMN SUPER SIEN!
and working for jagjit is a huge mistake too.
it influence me tat $$ comes easily.
and argument with dad.
both making me tot of giving up school ONCE.
But i wake up.
I feel that lonely is not an excuse.
Dont let the environment influence you.
You should influence or change the environment.
YES!
if i feel lonely, then i will do things that i used to like.
Why did i fgt it? what makes me leave it behind??
I love living life for people.
5months ago, during my bday,
He asked me to live for myself. and fgt about ppl.
i cant even save myself and why do i hav to bother about the "world"
And so, i really changed.
I don care bout ppl anymore, i live in my own world.
but, im not happy. ='(
This is the kind of love that im gona hav now.
I don really bother bout relationship stuff.
becuz it's no longer an option in my coll life.
and Im gona throw away how ppl judge me.
and approach them just like normal ppl :)
i even took steps and tolerate with my dad -______-
*wat a miracle*
sth awaken me. how my dad love me.
Yea, he's stubborn and bad tempered and a lil crazy.
But, he's right. i should und the pressure he's undertaking.
the responsibilities. working hard just to let me study.
He could hav ask me to go work and not bother bout me.
But, he din. so, i shudnt let him down too.
Ok, i wana share all these with u guys.
Cuz, i wana let u noe that,
i m sorry for "abandoning" the friendship.
I shouldnt blame that ppl change and all.
Actually, i din realize it's me who is changing and
makes me see others' are the one's changing.
And, whenever sth happens,
I m there already. don take it alone :)
No more Grumpy toast.
Tmr's finals. 3 days straight.
Haven prepare much!!
Aiming for 2 distinction and 2 credits only.
I confessed that skipping class is really no gud.
So, why skip class?
cuz i felt lonely and bored in college.
Like no point to go school anymore.
I don feel happy.
going school is just to study.
SO DAMN SUPER SIEN!
and working for jagjit is a huge mistake too.
it influence me tat $$ comes easily.
and argument with dad.
both making me tot of giving up school ONCE.
But i wake up.
I feel that lonely is not an excuse.
Dont let the environment influence you.
You should influence or change the environment.
YES!
if i feel lonely, then i will do things that i used to like.
Why did i fgt it? what makes me leave it behind??
I love living life for people.
5months ago, during my bday,
He asked me to live for myself. and fgt about ppl.
i cant even save myself and why do i hav to bother about the "world"
And so, i really changed.
I don care bout ppl anymore, i live in my own world.
but, im not happy. ='(
This is the kind of love that im gona hav now.
I don really bother bout relationship stuff.
becuz it's no longer an option in my coll life.
and Im gona throw away how ppl judge me.
and approach them just like normal ppl :)
i even took steps and tolerate with my dad -______-
*wat a miracle*
sth awaken me. how my dad love me.
Yea, he's stubborn and bad tempered and a lil crazy.
But, he's right. i should und the pressure he's undertaking.
the responsibilities. working hard just to let me study.
He could hav ask me to go work and not bother bout me.
But, he din. so, i shudnt let him down too.
Ok, i wana share all these with u guys.
Cuz, i wana let u noe that,
i m sorry for "abandoning" the friendship.
I shouldnt blame that ppl change and all.
Actually, i din realize it's me who is changing and
makes me see others' are the one's changing.
And, whenever sth happens,
I m there already. don take it alone :)
Credits to her.
She makes me realize how important life is.
She makes me realize how lucky im to be alive.
How should i manifest it and live the best.
She makes me realize how important life is.
She makes me realize how lucky im to be alive.
How should i manifest it and live the best.
