25.6.10

giving up.

i have always been comfortable doing assignment, doing things alone.
i feel that,that's always the most efficient and time-saving ways.
i still think so now :)
but, something has changed.
no doubt, doing things in group, discussions and brainstorming etc
takes LOTSA time.
but, the process of striving to hit the point! together
is satisfying.
the product of the combined hardwork/effort!!
gives sooo much accomplishment and satisfaction.
but, life always up and down isnt it?
and same here.
firstly, everyone is like...a shattered puzzle.
after a session of crying and releasing and all.
i feel the strength, the unity.
the day after that was really GREAT!!
everyone clicks!
of cuz, with a great KICK START of Chanting!
once that we tot everything is done!
happily ever after....
miserables struck upon.
it hurts me so much to hear that,
i wana help u so badly.
i wana help u to feel it.
and, i realize. the more i push it, the more it goes away.
and scripts keep changing and changing and changing.
i got SO FED UP then.
plus, jagjit's asking me to change and change the invitation card for him.
these few days, i m out. from morning till late nite.
and sleep for 4/5 hours.
I TOT OF GIVING UP.
i tot of not doing editing and just let it be.
let others do it.
wait and we shall see what happen.
i got so pessimistic!
but, after talking to others about it.
to the team members,
i realized,
what we nid is to focus!
HERE AND NOW.
the past is good, we came up with the baby of ours.
we could treasure it.
but to make things better and best!
we shall always look for improvement.
after reconsidering with open heart,
i realized there's still imperfection.
i am willing to let go of how fond i m to the past,
and move on with everyone for the better!!
we all wants to convey the idea of peace! to everyone!
how to achieve it!
together, we strive for the better.
*sharing till here*

Banting

Farewell