I had a..80%bad and 20% good dream last night.
I dreamt of me being pregnant.
It was kinda real till i was sweating and ..
i can feel the pain.
not the giving birth pain!!
heartache instead.
err..i was at somwhere.
eating ALOT OF FOOD.
and suddenly muh stomach is so pain.
and i take a look at the mirror.
I din even realize that my tummy actually bulge out.
Not the face, not the bush, but the BELLY!!TINK!!
i wanted to break down in front of the mirror
the first thing that comes into muh mind was..
I AM PREGNANT!!
how can muh tummy go so huge? and i hav been eating alot?!
I wanted to cry out by then.
i am single. and who's the dad?!! how did i get pregnant?!!
is it my ex? -.-" but i have not done anything?!!
so..i went and bought the "pregnancy test thing"
This is the one shown in my dream.
and it shows..
"yes!"
instead of showing
"positive"
Urghhh!!
i was so Terrified.
and i think my eyes're filled with tears in reality.
how am i going to tell my parents?
i m DOOMED!!
i was cursing ONE PERSON at that time.
but i m not gona tell who la..
rofl.
and chels was next to me ;)
eventho i feel worse and suck and all those negative feelings.
but somwhere inner, i feel something diff.
I m Sure that i m touching my belly in reality.
I even sleep talk..
so that's not impossible.
And den, i bangun.
i hug my bolster tight :'(
baby, wait for a few years k..
now it's not the right time
*hugs*
