♥ PiYaNo, Prague ♥

2011-07-08T20:38:00.000+08:00

Live life.

2011-07-07T01:33:00.002+08:00

Started my financial plan after revising on the old one.
There are a list of things that I have to achieve by the end of this year.

First and foremost,
moi's driving license.

2. Trips with my loves.

3. Insurance

4. Classes - either investment, CPA, dancing, or sth that can enhance myself.

5. Car : )

I need to make money out of money :)
Here comes the choices of making investment among the instruments.
*kaching*

Despite that i got quite a number of nice offer with bright future guaranteed*sorta*,
i don't think i will quit the current job.
Let's take 1year to review on the progress.

OH! my leave got rejected today,
simply bcuz the client asked to go over their place on Fri instead of tmr. :|
*cursed*
it's ok, it's peak season now, and it's gona over soon.
so, I wil just wait.
despite that i miss one lots. ♥

“Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.”
--Corinthians ♥

2011-06-27T23:53:00.003+08:00

Do you agree that Rainy day will just make your day even gloomier?
I have couple of deadlines. and I only have 24/7, just like everyone else.

I can't help but to bake cookies again, instead of rushing on deadlines.
Felt the urge of it.
and, it turns out. to be. EDIBLE :)

partially burnt. BUT edible.

No motivation to work. *day-dreaming*

2011-06-26T00:46:00.000+08:00

Who will I be, without Gakkai?

BAD DAY. :)

2011-06-26T00:15:00.003+08:00

I JUST CANT DEAL WITH YOU, anymore.

it wasnt hard to deal with you ,but now, i just don give a damn anymore.

U tot it's cool and nothing,
But no, it sucks and it waste time.

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I have been cursing ALOT recently,
only in peace proposal time.
I donwana talk to a wood,
who doesnt reply or reply with a childish attitude.
WTF.

aand i cant stand it no more.
went to watch chinese's forum.
and it was the part where they start to talk about sensei,
my heart! pain.
my mentor. :'(
I just can't make this forum an inspiring one!
I feel like, wana edit the script and contribute ideas.
But, u can't have two tigers in one mountain.

I had the sudden urge, to go chant.
and i went, to meeting room, just me chanting out loud by myself.
but, the moment i open my mouth and chant.
i cant hold it, :'(
kinda breakdown.
but, the whole process of chanting was great.
had some "small talks" with myself.
guess that's all about it.

Passion & Commitment.

2011-06-23T01:02:00.002+08:00

It's the first time, that I do not feel contended after a meeting.
I have always love my Gakkai life.
doing activities, events for peace, education and culture.
moving along with mentor,
broaden view to the international scope.
last year was the best Gakkai Year.
Passion!!
Compassionate!

This year, the moment of here and now,
I need to get back up. find and recall to the passion.
Not encouraged by anyone,
But to stand up on my own.

Chant.
Prayers.
For everyone. :)
I have to focus for now,
I want commitment.
I get jealous so easily over small things.
I need to be confident.
Stay positive.

I am going to have a new day, with a new attitude tmr.
REAL ATTITUDE.

pain.

2011-06-21T22:47:00.003+08:00

my heart aches like mad!!
pain!!

i tot it was just pressure from work.
but now, i am just too afraid.
of losing someone.
i guess i can't work/do rfp/do pp tonight.
just need to..hide under the blanket.

Nights peeps

*i fgt how to post vid in blogger.
David Choi - By My Side

2011-06-14T02:00:00.002+08:00

omg.
omg.
omg.
omg.

I am startled.
slap me please.

hmm hmm hmm hmm hmm hmm hmm hmm
hmmm hmmm hmmm hmmm hmmm hmmm
hmmm hmmm hmmm hmmm hmmm hmmm

sleep first.

2011-06-13T01:40:00.002+08:00

it seems like i am back to blogging again.
it's a really tiring day.
physically, mentally, emotionally.

my ori plan for the day is to work whole day to get my pending stuff done.
audit is such a fun job, just like life.
If u can't get it right, take a break, and keep trying till you do.

but, ended up going for a walk at the curve.
exhausted. sleepy. headache.

Well, maid is back from Indonesia.
Everytime my maid come back from Indo, something is different about her.
She demand for a phone, demand for a pay rise, and
this time, SHE wants to wear tudung when we go out. :]
errrrr.......
HOW OFTEN do you see a maid with tudung and dressing SUPER NICE when they are out with the family? :]
She acts like a "xiao jie" and choosy and picky -_- wth.
She's super skinny that it looks like we are not giving food to her -_-

I used to like her very much.
she was really a helpful and understanding kakak.
but now, i think she's becoming demanding.
and one thing that i SUPER DISLIKE, is that my dad is treating her like WTH?!

Seriously, once her contract ends dis year, i shall PERSUADE mom to stop =_=
and mom shall work less too. since we are all working already.

fighting alone? no.

2011-06-10T23:47:00.003+08:00

it's friday night. and i am at home. why? :)

i skip meetings.
thought going for badminton will refresh my mind.
infact, i am all worn out after it.
hungry, tired, disappointed. can you feeel the negative energy?
i guess it's because of the hunger.haha.

i know, i know the way to be strong again.
but i refuse to.

have i been mean to people? have i been too strict with them?
have i been not treating them well?

perhaps, i am too obsessed with work.
perhaps, i am on tight hands.
everyday, without fail, i go work, back home, take care babies, then go meeting, then arrange some paper work or peace proposal documents or prep meet materials. then sleep around 1 sth.

today, i hv decided to go for badminton with colleague and boss instead.
and the effect --> constant breakdown.

1st, i got so touched by chee hoo's volunteering to fetch us to kaikan, with the request of vincent, knowing the problem behind it. and my tears almost blurted out over the phone.i could have just take ktm. youth no?

and this leads to the following breakdown,

choy yee calling me and asking me about the preparation for next wed meeting.
i dono what to answer, or shall i say, i lose passion.
and she hear me, yes, she started asking how stressful am i...
and i cant hold it no more..
this IS embarrassing. haha.

second, thanks for kewei's call to have a talk with me.
tho it makes me even more angry -_- LOL!!!

i cant cry. if i fall, the others will too.
if i be negative, the others will too.
because we DO have a bond.

for the past, i may hav been disappointed and all, which discourage me to take action.
but no, whatever people is doing, we cant be discourage. we shall be the one who encourage ppl.
i came to realize this, because, i feel so alone in this group. i feel like i m not caring enough for my members, for everyone.

i shall start caring, and not blame on time. everyone's busy.
and it's always possible to make time. so, i shall make time for my members.

first time, i hav to breakdown so many times in a day.

my current schedule:
1) peace proposal forum
2) run for peace exhi
3) weekly meetings on wed
4) prep meets
5) work
6) cant think of one now.

comrades, are you ready?

let's look forward.

2010-12-07T20:03:00.001+08:00

A new personal blog :)
Just before 21st.

♥ http://www.dcrz21.blogspot.com/ ♥

Updates ;D

2010-10-05T00:03:00.002+08:00

time for some updates and records of meaningful events.

Went for tadika rehearsal again,
between class and rehearsal
I DESPERATELY wanna attend class,
but i chose rehearsal as they need people.
Never a reluctance when people is in needy.
and i do know that i can cover up the syllabus myself. just more revision. hehe

And Human Revolution Exhibition deadlines.
have to find significance from 12 volumes of HR.
Constructing and composing the content of an exhibition out of 12 volumes in 10days.
Such a great challenge.
Teamwork, teamspirit, Mentor and Disciple spirit, Human Revolution,
Self-Realization (our mission), Wisdom and Knowledge, Courage, Perseverance,
Sincerity, Independent, Peace, Education etc etc etc

there are too many lessons that one can learn from this(exhibition + the books)

One will not feel it by reading or so,
one will have to STUDY and RESEARCH and DISCUSS
before one can come to a conclusion.

Also, have been attending for some meetings that are really inspiring and encouraging.
Maybe that's why i am still surviving with such heavy workloads *loves*

2weeks time to finals!!
Distinction is what i m aiming for. at least 2 out of 3 subs!!

There's another thing that i wish to do now,
Peace proposal second college tour.
Initially KBU's on 26 OCT, but postponed again :(
please, don let it stop :(
the understanding of nuclear and peace should be strengthen.

As for foodies, have been eating out alot.
bak kut teh =D
Chicken Rice for dono how many meals d
Mcd
Chocs

FAT FAT FAT. but thats the BEST WAY to release stress =D
also, with Daisaku Ikeda's guidance,
there's always hope ahead of everything.
never complaint :)
but enjoy what u are doing.
u might not get another chance for it.

*small b "assignment" time~~ ciaozzz

Uniten World Peace Forum

2010-09-25T17:11:00.004+08:00

WE MADE IT!
After 3months of struggles and delays. it's done.
i gain and i lose.
i am not perfect.

Uniten World Peace Forum
On President Ikeda's Peace Proposal 2010
our first college stop.
hope it wont be the last.

6 panels and moderator next to me in red tie.

I only slept for an hour. that explains the look.i m missing it d.

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oh. my feelings are so complicated now.
*blush*
i don compose anymore.
cuz i never get to complete one :)

shall i re-start the engines??
However, ever since i m flooded with all philosophies and teachings
I have become
almost a dead person.
Where's my creativity?
Where's my farney-ness?
Where's my childishness?!

Most importantly, where are my feelings??

I don even talk much now.
Everyone's movin on.
Despite that i am busy with many things.
but i never move on.
I still stay in the same circle.

Iamtired.

Let's delete everything. and restart ♥

thanks for those inspiring songs. ♥

2010-07-28T00:14:00.001+08:00

What a day.
no time for the pain now.

*focus*

Clubbin no fun? : )

2010-07-27T10:52:00.004+08:00

Went clubbing in Maison last Sat(24/7)
reached couz's home about 5am.

I dislike clubbing.
it wud seem like a joke. but no.
it's nawt : D

I LOVE dancing. even at that moment.
but maybe not there anymore.
I have learnt lots in this lesson :)
I have seen much? :) i guess.

I dislike the emptiness that comes along.
how many of you actually feel that too? : >
haha. i think only single feels that :)

so wat if u get to flirt around.
it's not what i want at least.
not anymore?
hahaha.

*focus*

2 interesting updates? ♥ i think.

2010-07-13T11:21:00.008+08:00

urgh!
it's been so long since i last blog.
still got half an hour to go for class.

tis sem is interesting.
i enjoy 2 subjects - small b & cost mgt.
they are more assignment and presentation based
and, easier.

acct theory vl later.
and it bored the hell out of US.
*mri's grinning at tis*

Updates of the most significant happening in my teen -> adult life

♥ 2010 Peace Proposal Sharing ♥
@ June 30 @ Klang

Theme : Towards an Era of Value Creation

Topics :

5 current issues that's hitting global humanity
contributive way of life
nuclear abolition
employment
empowerment of women, education for women
protection for children - the future

Before the event itself,
we have been meeting on and off for two months

having meetings back to back for the last week
struggle through. rehearsals and rehearsals

♥ That's our advisor in blue ♥

♥ rehearsal ♥

On the actual day,
there we are!!

♥ i wonder, what is the black shirt guy doing -__- ♥
he's sms-ing : >

♥ VV 's speaking! ♥

♥ Caimay's speaking. she's only 15 :> ♥

♥this guy - supposed to be giving conclusion♥
speaks longer than us : >
wturf.
haha but interesting one.

heard of "Imagine" by John Lennon?
try listen to it ;>
"I may be a dreamer, but i am not the only one. "

End. ♥
oh no. shud be to be continued.
this journey will not end here.

college tour!
oh yes!!
confirmed UNITEN on AUG 6 (Fri).
let me know if u guys are available :>
we might not do it in Metro,
instead we will do it in Taylors :/

i was so delighted when the feedback was great!
much better than i expected.
i feel entirely calm and i love to talk to the audience! lol!
it's so smoothing and the response was good.
"Efforts do pay off"
never blame how much you re doing ;)

♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥

ok. after all the stressing moment,

we had our DURIAN ROADTRIP on July 10th (sat)

we had breakfast at Jalan Alor Charn Kee.
Yummy noodles and their balls!!! BOUNCY!!
*thumbs up*
sadly, their dumplings cant make it ;/

and then, we had a drive of 2hours+
from KL ---> Bahau(negeri9)
Durians!

♥ get ready for some sweat-it-off sessions! ♥

♥ im definitely the hottest durian-pickin labor ♥
wee hee ~

i was worried.
that it hits on me and i might just mati on the spot.
i practically cover my head all the time :>
with my bare hands

later on, they said durians have eyes!!
i belif them. hehe.
♥ I found one!! kekeke! ♥
happieeee

and the best thing is

♥ I LEARNT TO BUKA DURIAN!! ♥
and VV named me a man :>
oh yes! She's the man!

oh, u have to comb them before u eat them :>

then,
we have our most exciting ever ride.

buckle up! err...

♥ VV practically help me thru the whole journey. ♥
or else, i wud hav fallen off the ride. lol!
and
WORMIES!!

♥ take 1 ♥

♥ take 2 ♥

it was harsh. :<

:)
i learnt alot.
bonds come thru hardship.
let's get some hardship together : >
*loves*

lookin forward to this sat ;>
♥ I MISS YOU CHELSEY CHEE SHEN YI!!
when's the last time i see u :(

giving up.

2010-06-25T00:51:00.003+08:00

i have always been comfortable doing assignment, doing things alone.

i feel that,that's always the most efficient and time-saving ways.

i still think so now :)

but, something has changed.

no doubt, doing things in group, discussions and brainstorming etc

takes LOTSA time.

but, the process of striving to hit the point! together

is satisfying.

the product of the combined hardwork/effort!!

gives sooo much accomplishment and satisfaction.

but, life always up and down isnt it?

and same here.

firstly, everyone is like...a shattered puzzle.

after a session of crying and releasing and all.

i feel the strength, the unity.

the day after that was really GREAT!!

everyone clicks!

of cuz, with a great KICK START of Chanting!

once that we tot everything is done!

happily ever after....

miserables struck upon.

it hurts me so much to hear that,

i wana help u so badly.

i wana help u to feel it.

and, i realize. the more i push it, the more it goes away.

and scripts keep changing and changing and changing.

i got SO FED UP then.

plus, jagjit's asking me to change and change the invitation card for him.

these few days, i m out. from morning till late nite.

and sleep for 4/5 hours.

I TOT OF GIVING UP.

i tot of not doing editing and just let it be.

let others do it.

wait and we shall see what happen.

i got so pessimistic!

but, after talking to others about it.

to the team members,

i realized,

what we nid is to focus!

HERE AND NOW.

the past is good, we came up with the baby of ours.

we could treasure it.

but to make things better and best!

we shall always look for improvement.

after reconsidering with open heart,

i realized there's still imperfection.

i am willing to let go of how fond i m to the past,

and move on with everyone for the better!!

we all wants to convey the idea of peace! to everyone!

how to achieve it!

together, we strive for the better.

*sharing till here*

Hakuouki Zuisouroku ♥ Anime.

2010-06-07T13:32:00.003+08:00

Is it lame?

Im addicted to Anime recently.

Re-watch One Piece.

Angel Beats.

Hakuouki Zuisouroku

they are just so Man-ly.♥

I spend the whole midnight watching dis.
and craving for the new uploads!! fast!!

Meringue!

2010-06-03T11:41:00.003+08:00

Meringue with whipped cream & fruits toppings.

My first attempt at home.

Second attempt.

i think,

the first one LOOKS nicer.
the second one TASTE crispier.

yay!

the sec one's for a girl's bday.
Rachel!
Glad that she's as surprised as i was last week :)
and she took a pic of me!
so sweet ♥

today's discussion for peace proposal is not as relax as last week.

more tensity as we touch on nuclear issue.
lotsa terms and statutes.

hope that everyone is able to gone thru it tis sun.
Nevertheless, script deadline sat.

urgh.

♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥-♥

Quotes By Anna Strong

To fall in love is easy, even to remain in it is not difficult;

Our human loneliness is cause enough.

But is a hard quest worth making to find a comrade through whose steady presence one becomes steadily the person one desires to be.

Kids' Art Workshop!

2010-06-03T02:06:00.003+08:00

Art Workshop for Kids!!

By Mrithula.

Do help to promote promote k :)

Chels, mayb can help to spread to the kids in Kumon? hehe

Chian, mayb kids at ur place?

I will be there helping out as well :)

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Books that im currently diving in.

♥ Lectures on The Opening of the Eyes & Dialogue ♥

Both teach about how to create a society of peace and coexistence

through dialogues and negotiations

enshrining the good nature in us.

by eliminating the "invisible arrow"/prejudice.

treating everyone equally.

Interesting line from Dialogue :

No life is free from suffering in one form or another.
Facing up to that suffering with perseverence is what

strengthens & polishes our character.

*suffering here means problems.

No chocs. ♥ JH walks!

2010-06-02T20:13:00.005+08:00

Say No to Chocs!!

these are chocs that are tempting me currently.

but I don really favor Rocher.

no idea.

I ♥ tis !

the packaging - so lovely!

and it's clover!!

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Today's Lunch

Tofu soup again.
with sausages,vege & 3 tbls of rice =D

TMR will attempt making Meringue again :)
hope to be a success tis time!
with Love. ^^

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Jia Hao learns to walk!

yeshh! he walks! on his 1st day of being 1tahun!

*claps*

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Today's Guidance

In all things, Wisdom is the key to victory.
A wise person can make the best use of everything.

He can make the first strike.
He can see the opportunities and take advantage of them.
He can change negative into positive.

Power may be limited, but wisdom is limitless.

HUBBY'S 1st Bday Celebration!! ♥

2010-06-01T18:18:00.009+08:00

Something to share about tonight's surprising attack!

Receive a call dis morning to find narrator for an art exhibition.

Urgent!!

Briefing tonight at klang.

There are 2 main problems :

1) Human Resources
- solved. thanks to the support of the members!

2) Transportations
- solved. after struggles and all, manage to solve transportation for everyone.

HAP-PIE!

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YESH! It's Jia Hao's Birthday today!!

And i have made the meringue with whipped cream toppings

Too bad babies cant eat creams.
will get stomach-ache

It taste really awesoomemeeee!!
but sth's not right with the cream. lolx!!

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Updating my cooking of Healthy Soup With Tomato!

and also the making of the meringue!!

refer to healthy diet page =)

TODAY'S GUIDANCE

With the spirit of each day scalling a new mountain,
crossing a new ocean and discovering a new continent,
I hope that through your new discoveries and thrilling experiences
you will draw your own magnificient map of the world
in the depths of your life.
Make the most of your time by throwing yourself
into everything with high spirits.

Enjoi!

♥ Daily Guidance No.2 - Courage & JH Nappin ♥

2010-05-31T21:11:00.006+08:00

was trying to make him sleep.

sing him a lullaby then

*sucky & suka-suka hum-ming*

end up,

dad fall asleep instead =)

HAHAHAHA!

backbone is stil aching.
but the blue-black sudah gone after urut-ing it.
hope i m not awake one day.

and find myself paralyze :(

I still want to Dance.

TODAY'S GUIDANCE

What is most important in one's practice of faith?

It is. to have courage.

Courage is the source of justice, happiness, comradeship and benefit.

Daily Guidance No.1

2010-05-30T01:51:00.003+08:00

before signing off to bed, updates!
i spend another night not doing work again.
tmr is deadline liao. not even a single word. lol.
kill me.

work tomorrow will be accompanied by Anlene company spy.
YES SPY. hope everything's fine ba.

will start reading sensei's guidance each day. one.

today's ->

day by day, flowers boom, tress grow.

So do Human.

With hope, with happiness, create your destiny.

remember, not to hurry. be patient.

oh yess, i am always a person who decides in rush.
maybe sensei's right.
*sensei = mentor.

Enuff!

2010-05-27T00:11:00.002+08:00

i have deleted the previous post :D
cuz, i realized that.
enuff of shouting and complaining.
ha ha ha ha.

tmr's DESSERT TIME!!!

loves!

2010-05-26T18:12:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHA!

i am back to happy state again!

i found a solution to cheer myself up d :D

which is.

well, rmb those vids & pix we took?

Funny !!

hahahah!

*lovs*

JH with foodie. Part 1

2010-05-24T17:19:00.001+08:00

He with foodie. Part 1. =)

Shop.

2010-05-24T17:13:00.002+08:00

Thurs noon.

Went to shop with Chex.

Nothing much.

Dress, Hairband, Nailpolish, Shades

Costs RM90.

love it lots =)

Thanks Chex for the great taste!!

bought some yummies for night meeting as well :D

Hav u tried Cadbury Boost?!
YUMMAY!!
it's a whole stick of CHOC!!
*likes*

Current To-Do List

2010-05-24T15:25:00.004+08:00

current to-do-list:

1) finish up peace proposal

2) Make Meringue for Beat and also myself *loves*

3) teach Billy River Flows In You.

4) Interview

5) Work @Fri, Sat, Sun for 2 weeks
6) Meetingsssssss...

7) Piano.

planning to take up the narrator position for exhibition too.

or shall nt?

FRI & SUN

2010-05-24T01:20:00.001+08:00

MUAHAHAHA!!
so yes.

never phail to make my day.

love to crap

love to talk dirty

laugh like nobody's business.

Back from SS2 Gei Tak Sek Desert Shop

& Drink @ Station1 in Taipan.

so yes, that's about it for today :)

On Fri,

the bunch of monkey

went The Curve lo

Apartment :)

I love tis pic they use.

lovely ~_~

aiks. it's hein~

prefer TB tho. o(~_~)o

the 3 ladies.

beatsy's classic lips-pouting look.

be imaginary peeps.

...i realy regretted that ribbon thing on my head.

i wil give it away to my hairstylist fren. -___-

tis is the only pic where i am satisfied

cuz I look pretty fair and less chubby :)

am glad that jon actually gain weight :D

keep it up!!

PS words :

thanks peeps i really enjoyed the food :)

gracia~!

and sorry that i wasnt really in the mood.

muahaha..mayb am too tired. :)

TC PEEPS

*heartz* you guys always despite everything :)

Meeting with the MOE fella from Japan

2010-05-24T01:10:00.003+08:00

Yup! on thurs! (20/5)

this Ministry of Education guy from Japan - Moniraka.

who so happens take faith in our Buddhism :)

came over to Malaysia Cheras to have a seminar with youth

I went.

out of curiosity.

wana listen to Jap ;)

hahhaa..

sadly, we did not get the earphone-translation device.

and they oni translate in chinese!!

i brought ENGLISH book!

.....

conclusion - nothing much to be impressed.

REPLENISHED!

2010-05-23T04:27:00.003+08:00

am super tired,
but cant sleep.
so went online again......

after browsing thru a few of my fren's lovely pix.
LOVELY!!

I felt replenished!!!

time to sleep!

Relief.

2010-05-22T19:21:00.002+08:00

it's so great that i have blurted out things.

maybe not all.

but, stil im relieved.

i think i have done great.

think positively.

Finally it's over.

2010-05-22T18:51:00.004+08:00

FINALLY!

kao tim this May Student Division Discussion Meet.

I would conclude that it's a very successful event.

Everyone's presenting very well.

One minor thing that really hurt me much.

was that facial expression of the main PIC.

despite the fact that i did all i had to CORRECTLY,

she without investigating,

showing that !#$%^& face.

o(/.\)o

feel like my effort is not being appreciated.

but still, will continue to do my best! HMPH!

" Be your own master of yourself! "

" Be yourself and not to be influenced by others!"

Quoted.

and now, it's time to complete the pieces.

and bake!!

and Peace Proposal on 30th June!

Offcially Missing You. - JS

2010-05-19T16:34:00.001+08:00

They are good :)
It's hard to sing the first part =.="

Poor Crochie.

2010-05-19T16:02:00.002+08:00

Cockroaches.

It's first in my mom's room.

and no idea how it comes to my room =<

oh, with his legs of cuz.

/(=_=)\

din really bother much since i saw it crawling around on the floor

and it doesnt "CLIMBS"

SUUDDDEENLY,

X WAY!!!
it "climbs"!!!

i tot it's gona fly too!

so i prepared myself.

watching its movement o (=.=) o

and it crawls down.

to the lappie guitar bag. *underneath*

to another desk. *near my bed*
and it disappear for good two days : )

as i din really bother about it anymore.

THE NEXT DAY!

TA DANG!

o(O____________O)o

poor cockroach who wants to swim.
in a sticky pool.
and i only realized it when i want to drink. sth.

and guess what v(~__~) v

my maid, my mom and I .
use that .
to scare the kids
if they eat too slow : )

muahahahahahha!!!

lazyness n 'pro-ness'

2010-05-11T13:56:00.002+08:00

lol

a day before finals.

despite the fact that i have only two subjects to handle.

but i am LAZY AS A PIG!!

i procrastinated for the whole study week.

went genting.

and i seriosuly start my studies ytd.

Macro paper.

and night time (-)my studies time.for meeting

i could tell it might be because i m handling two quite major speeches.

one is @ 20th May

another one is TOTALLY DIFFICULT TO DIGEST paper.

and now,i m here to blog -.- instead of studying.

sigh....

anyway, gona post up cockroaches pics when i m abit more free.

*drownnnnn*

Back to Normal

2010-05-04T17:22:00.003+08:00

WAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!
EVERYTHING IS BACK TO NORMAL :D

I mean.da bloggie.

Exams! next tues n next next wed!! C:
honestly, i m oni worried for tax.

den my salary would be out by then!
ada $$
*ka-ching!*

was having a convo with zenney last night!
It's tempting to see her pics of hitting the bar over there!!
Nice environment!
Nice drinks!
Nice Free $$!!

one of the ceiling drawings.
credits - tsuzenne.

*stole from zenne's pic without permission* C:

So, it would oni take me RM600 for the tickets.
Accodomation- her place!!
entertainment - RM500?
not even RM2000!!

Graduation would be @ 15 December.
hmm..Chels' bday @ 22 December ^^
will be back by then!

So, i predicted my hectic working schedule again.
No LOVE life for Chrz!

jon, u noe anyone that is going Australia in May or June or July?

LAYOUT ISSUE!

2010-05-01T18:15:00.001+08:00

Do bear with this layout for sometime..
i m having some difficulties figuring out things! T__________T
lost all the links and pix!!

Eclipse Trailer!

2010-04-24T23:49:00.003+08:00

Eclipse Trailer!

Praha, the city of romance. i call it so.

2010-04-24T23:20:00.002+08:00

Praha in Czech Republic

romantic isnt it? :)

for people who don noe what im up to yet,

I am back to Music now.

restarting my basics.

cont my grade 8 after finals n got my pay.

If i am able to learn debussy or any pieces PERFECTLY within two days,

then im going for music diploma in Malaysia

then, Paris/ Praha here i come!

*most likely @ age 28?* lolx.

but this is most not likely to happen x)

as I wil have to take ACCA aite?

muahaha.

my interest.

2010-04-21T12:28:00.006+08:00

It's just so-not-easy to find someone with this same interest.
Zenne was one of them, but now..she can have better one in Sydney C:

ORCHESTRA.

Sadly, piano is not included for classical orchestra usually.
Only when there are times that they have special performances?
and, im definitely too ~~young~~ mature to start now.

Being a conductor is quite fun as well.
but definitely not just about waving the baton.
knowing each type of instruments and stuffs like dat..not capable of it.

Currently learning S.Rachmaninoff - Piano Concerto No.2.
I lose my mind abit. despite the fact that i suck, but i stil wana learn it : )
might use up to 2/3weeks? muahahaha.

Got Debussy's Clair de lune today..seems much easier.

PS - i have been cooking cheese very often lately...
Cheese eggs, Toasted cheese n bread with sausages etc etc.

G.Piano

2010-04-19T23:57:00.002+08:00

Grand Piano.

owrite.i don need such a techno-sav lookin piano.

maybe sth like dis. (minus the HK tho i love them)

but i wish to have something classical.

I surveyed the price.

It's RM20k.

can pay by installment :)

car or g.piano?

but before all these, i have to start from basics again.

i wan some real lesson.

my ex-lessons werent formal & Strict enuff.

hence, my foundation isnt good.

any nice place to recommend?

things that i need to do after finals.

2010-04-16T23:08:00.005+08:00

While waiting for my show to load, let's blog abit about recents.

am currently watching tis jap drama - NoDaMe.
As yoou can see...it's about MUSIC!! *loves*

AND...

I completed my OB assignment.

For the first time, i hand in lateeee!!!
and i manage to crap 1500++ words within 4hours.
Imagine i still slack abit. lolx. I am just proud of my story-telling skills la.
But, my mind now is really exhausted la. cant think d.

Lastly, I wana change style.
Casual and easy-going style.
I am too LADY LIKE at times.
Or I will be toooooo sexay at times. * said by a long-time-no-see fren *
Told my mom that i always wear low low -__- " is it???

First things i need, is a haircut. To trim down my perfectly thick n long hair behind.

and maybe get a bang or maybe not.

Secondly, get a pair of jeans.

YES. I HAVE NO JEANS!!! I only wear shorts and Skirts.

I don wear longgggg stufff..

Third, a canvas shoes.
I only have that Adidas shoes which is too pinkish.
Others - heels or things that i cant wear to college.

Tis man version la -.-

*yawn* sleepy d..

tmr working at mydin...
SIEN SIEN SIEN!.

Stop pushin'

2010-04-13T17:47:00.004+08:00

I m no longer the soft girl. Stop pushing me when i said NO!
U are just gona get urself hurt. and end up phailing.

BABE! was thinking to either cut muh hair short or bleach it!
I really do want to do something to my hair color before i start AUDIT.
Like those odd-ey and wild-ey hair color??
first thing i need is a real short bangs ;)

Butterfly by Matthew Williamson

2010-04-13T15:23:00.004+08:00

Haven heard of him?
click on the title.

The BUTTERFLY series

There are a few elements in this design. It includes the studs design with multi-color range on the clothes. I would say..it's more like a Punkish Butterfly.
But, after all the designs are nice.

I *heartz* the shades especially!!!

Uh huh! uh HUh!!

Next on .....

Japanese Contemp Art

UPDATES.

2010-04-13T13:14:00.002+08:00

so, it's been quite some time since i last blog..lolx.busy la..

On weekends, from dis week onwards will be earning $$$!!
*kaching*!!

TBH, it's very san fu la..
work on weekends,
hectic assignment and test and finals schedule,
student division's events preparation..
wat else?

Sigh..no time no time!!
i will make time then : )

*loves*

and i googled the definition of Love.
it seems like..it doesnt help.
I felt like i have never love..
since i don really "did" it.
cuz it includes lust -.-"

lolx..dono la -.-"

signing off~~

雨过天晴

2010-04-06T10:10:00.003+08:00

虽然，是撑到很辛苦...
but，为了要达到我的目标...
会撑下去的...

to my beloved ones,
希望你能够有朝一日，看破红尘 :)
再次恢复脸上的笑容吧！　

只要我们还活着，就应该利用剩下的时间
好好的活一场！

crz signing off with hugs!

Tight Schedule =(

2010-04-05T19:51:00.002+08:00

RUSHHH!!!

update on schedule:
- tues : revision OB
- wed : training
- sat & sun : working
- 16April : Macro2 test & OB group Assignment due
- 23April : Tax 1 assignment due
- 29 Apirl : OB Finals.
- 30 April: Tax 2 assignment due

GG ONOT!!!

so, i will be dekat library most of the time nowadays...
library is really an interesting place ;)

what i saw today? - confession of a kid.
tmr go see got what :D

random pix on JH!

2010-04-02T23:37:00.004+08:00

hmmm..im thinking..
how to open tis bottle..

AH!! GOT IT!

MUAHAHAHAAH!! let me twisst twisstt hardr harderrr!

OH NO! wait!
who's that!!

hmmm..

jie jie....

can u help me with it =(

Beauty Diary & Worm-infested Choc!

2010-04-02T01:24:00.005+08:00

Let's conclude the day!

My stock reached finally!
bought an apple mask and another Strawberry Yogurt mask!
*loves it*

and good things are to be shared! ^^v

StrawBerry Yogurt Beauty Diary Mask

The reason why i loves Beauty Diary's product :
1) Works.
2) Smell.
3) Affordable.

I WANT ALL OF THEM!!!

people with pink dots issues like me. should use more on hydrating mask.
advised by some beautician and it works.

After having some facial time,
had some chocs from "caXbury".

I munch munch munch..
till last tis piece that time..
Then only i realized some white dots - worm's eggs?

O____________O ZWTF!

Instantly, i feel it.....

About caXbury - few years back, they hav the same incident where boxes n boxes of their chocs are filled with wormmies.

some pics of worm-infested chocolates

conclusion : no more choc for... 2months time.

Photoshoot Pix!

2010-04-01T16:23:00.005+08:00

I love this pix lots! *heartz*

I would smile as well when i look at it.

It was taken last year.

should i say, i got slightly less chubby d?

Tis one is abit ...obscene? Seriously, i dono how daddy's gona respond! lolx

muahaha!

BEACH!!

2010-03-29T21:51:00.003+08:00

YAY!!

updates updates!! beat u too! plz update!!

basically, life has been quite boring for the past week.
Work work work. but not that bad as $$ flowing in. :D
and experienced few things. with beat. lol.
curi tulang and snake..
i know i have been quiet and all..sry but i just..letih!!..lolx.

I think i just nid some getaway from the city life!

BEACH!! SUNSHINE!!

I love you!!

shyt. she said OB assignment..
some she dono what we wrote..and wrong referencing style.
I had a feeling she's referring to me..muahahaha..

Iphone

2010-03-27T00:56:00.002+08:00

supposed to be oink oink-ing now.

*songs playing in my head*
"I'll be waiting for you~" frm BOF.
Irreplacable -Rihanna.

and, i saw tis vid from facebook regarding to iphone.
I SO NOT GOING TO GET IPHONE JOR.
WTDOUBLEF!!

INAKED click!

BUT!

This is cool! Click!

PLZ...ppl who got Iphone..plz stay away!! >< aiks!

About today. :)

2010-03-24T17:20:00.002+08:00

today's nawt the best day.
BUT not a bad day definitely.

I followed this horoscope reading..and wore black & white.

THEN......

my OB assignment is in good move.
run into Adrian L. in Inti and noticed his 'nerdy' look.
manage to study @ library!! like it really works!
run into a few orang..and BEATSY, JONNY, PEINI!!!! *hearts*
manage to survive till 3pm from 12pm for Macro VL!!
found my study mood back!!
Im so gona go for tmr's VL @ 8AM!! SEMANGaT!!

JUST HAPPY LA :D

but jon fgt bout the pix! | :

runsing again -..-

2010-03-23T22:24:00.002+08:00

lolx. runsing runsing.

tbh, abit tak biasa without seeing chels in college in class...
AND abit tak biasa seeing jon sudd back in sight...

AND i feel like..someone has busted my secret =(
prolly is a guy who did it =|

wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
*screams under pillow*
*scratches head*

don care d. most important now --> save $$$$$$$$$$$$$!!
must hav that habit la!! : |

Before & After

2010-03-20T02:41:00.003+08:00

Before Make-Up & Hair-do.

I blowed the hair la..
but too long d..
it just...wont bounce that much..
mayb i lazy la =>

So.......

I decide to CURL it instead....

Ta-dang!
nawt bad :D

so, i'll curl everyday lol.

with glasses pon asih boleh tahan sikit.

i din edit any of the pics la..just reduce noise ni.

anyway, wana intro tis nail set I bought from Sinma.

for only RM10 per box!!

it's really good. but best if they sell those real-short nails.

work!

2010-03-18T22:50:00.001+08:00

I wan to work.
That's what i m aiming for now ; )
I cant live without a job.
would die. cant survive.

Until i really cant tahan, i will go bak to jagjit : )

2010-03-18T02:10:00.001+08:00

judgemental.
selfish
emotional

Runsing!

Teenage Mode.

2010-03-15T21:16:00.004+08:00

I woke up late for the day ! as usual~

went to SS15 and had a great chillin session @Face2face with Pei Ni.

So happened that Jonathan is in college too.

So we head for MCD!! finally.

Best part is --> Jon & Crz was back to teenage period in Sunway Pyramid.
First thing we went to do in SP was

"rush" alllll the way to that Photoshoot Machine Shop.

I lurve all the pics.

they auto-clear the imperfections of our face. ^^

Sry for the noise.

Ps - all the young seafood...lookin at us aunt and uncle =/

urgh, im so...dead now.

what's my solution?..so RUNSING!!! urgh urgh..
Hope mom wont kill me la.

SCD @ Larian Bandar Diraja

2010-03-14T04:28:00.005+08:00

before i head to bed, let's blog :D

Larian Bandar Diraja 2010!

Heard that this event was proposed by DYMM Sultan Selangor to clean the klang river.
Then PM proposed to all govt bodies and NGO to take part.

Am glad that i join the stage crew duty today..
Despite the fact that i had to sacrificed sleep n went early do nth :D
I spend time looking and staring at the beautiful scenery of the mosque : )
and klang river @ nighttime.

Saw Sultan also : )
cutie. shortshort chubby chubby. in his trackbottom..lol..
and some unknown artists? O_o..

Blog later..now sleep d..*yawn*

Regret.

2010-03-13T01:24:00.002+08:00

Listening to "kiss the rain" now.
....terasa abit d.
kinda regret decisions that i ve made.
but, don think can change d : )
so ...just deal with it.
it's not that hard for Crztal Shia. me thinks.

another hour to go. havin maggi now : )
then take a short nap. then change.
boleh pergi dah! keke..

*excited*

babe. chill. think u nid somtime to get over wit the trauma. *xoxo*

to the field.

2010-03-12T12:07:00.000+08:00

owrite..5mins to the exam hall..
la la la la..i cant wait for it to finish so that i can go get muh MCD LUNCH!!!
on mom's treat :D so must eat eat eat!! hehehe..

FAIL!!

2010-03-12T01:34:00.002+08:00

FAIL.
I did the questions. and. 7/10 wrong. LOL.
i dono if the solutions is the right one onot.
bcuz the answers just don make sense.at all.

I m getting more n more annoyed with RMITsystem la k.
and also to myself, skipping class N losing concentration in class.
I jsut ferkin hate the way winnie teach..
bullet train skills of hers just don suit malaysians style kaki!
and expect us to rmb stuffs from macro 1..
which is like..how many years ago for me?!!2years?!
My mind doesnt twist as fast as bfore anymore as well. WTF!!
i m having sakitorangtua la.

I used to love econs.nw i hate and despice it so f-kin much.
How am i gona survive thru IME then. LOL.
i only studied topic 2 : )
others. i don care d..
try doin the past year paper tmr morning. last shot.

I really love studies. no joke.
Am glad that am a student.
instead of workin my ass off from 8-6.

beat's 21st - part 2

2010-03-11T12:55:00.013+08:00

Beat's 21st
aka.

Hen's & Bachelor's Night

I was the earliest there ; )

And started doing JOB.

What JOB?

BLOW-JOB.

blowing heartz balloons : )

U are so gona blow for me on muh 20th babe!!

hahahhah!!

the legendary heartz with tits on it!
O_________________O

Then, we head for make-up session.

Why all stone at my model =/

i noe my skill isnt that good yet.

Prayer time!

Tho i m not a christian,
but, i lurve the speech lots..

*prayers*

Pics of the leng zai leng luiz before getting all sweat!

Look @ beat's boobs!

Adult Posers.
my readers are all 18 above right.
oops.besides my couz.

That's Dr Foo is the mid!
He's beat's childhood Dr.
That's his lady. the one in pink front of me.

Like i said earlier,
hen's & bachelors's night.
of cuz a toast is a must must must!

& the drunken bachelor with his touching speech!
awwww..*beat tears*

Too bad there's no boxers hunkies & strippers. aiks!

A lovely peck.

Then, we started some fun :)

Flour Soaking Session.

Love tis pic.

Beat looks like some flying dancing swan. a nice ballet pose.
while renna & I...macam nak pergi tandas =/

Then, the ~~newspaper~~ ASS-DROPPING game.

Partner with Sk.
the guy inthemid wit red top.

Part 1 was easy :)

abitt paiseh tim.

Part 2.

*cough*

MY DRESS!!
undies almost sayin hi =(

hahahha!! luckily he realized later.

LOOK AT PREGASH's anyway!! lol!!

Part 3

tis pose..i feel veery paiseh lo seriously..
and i freaking scared he just.....
u know.

and he did. T_______T

i actually drop my own ass also la =D

it's not him. if only i would know how to adjust haha!
thanks guys for backin me up anyway :D hahaha!

And we won!! yay!!

The surprise Part

Beat look slim ya : D

n me too.

hahahah that expression is priceless : )

CamWhoreSession

Cacated face on purpose. ;)

am extremely exhausted after a long day of meetings and kids-sitting and fun!

the 3 of us.

after sometime.

The Ladies. & Dai Ku Ma @ theback.

The Gentlemans.

Sweet Couples

This is what we called.

Share the Happiness & Miserables.

They arent gay. but lovely aite? :D

with the gents

Billy Dai Kor!!

With the Bachelor!

With Adrian.

sk, simon, beat, daryl.p.

HABIS.

Sucky feeling.

2010-03-08T11:10:00.005+08:00

I slept at 6am just now.
I tot i ok d. but
I woke up with a very very shucky n bad feeling.

Ytd was a total change to alot of ppl.
and many things had happened too.
The feeling is like breakin up with bf. LOL.

but after somewhile, think think think.
then nothing d. i m gona smile. say CHEESE!! haahaha
Shud remain the sat night fever!!

beat's 21st - part 1

2010-03-07T15:57:00.003+08:00

LOVES.

*cough* plz b sincere n stop pokin around when it'z prayer time.

Beat's hula girl cake :)

After the deco and blowing balloons,
of cuz, make-ups n hairdo :)
i love making ppl pretty ^^

Beatrice Lee's 21st.

m so lazy to upload pic with this lappie.

next post la :D

and if can, i really hope to rewind last night. and fix sth.

Prayers for the little angel.

2010-03-06T01:08:00.005+08:00

http://www.angel-tarn.blogspot.com/

This blog remind me of someone.
And I have only told 3 person regarding to this.

I always miss him/her.

I m always thankful for being alive.

and the baby girl in the blog, she's so cute..
the pic that i teared the most was the one that she reads. ........
I know how kids love books, playin with books,read, draws,coloring...

When she's lying down on the bouncer with her eyes closed. i feel it so badly.

I might sound too dramatic.
but, i can say. if anything happen to any of the kids at my place.............especially jia hao.
i wil not hold myself.

ps - don read the blog with my blog song on. lol. first love especially.

OHM!

2010-03-05T21:57:00.004+08:00

im startin to miss chels d -.-"
chels a!! If now u get the iphone d then can online chat liao! :D

Many things that are bothering me.
no one even bother to do it zz..
but, let's see things positively ppl.

we only live once.

SERIOUSLY, everything is based on what we think
OUR MIND.
OUR ICHI-NEN!!

USH!! OHM A!!

btw,
I WANA MAKE UP FOR U!! :D
I wana dress up for u..kbc la :D

TMR MUST BE A SUCCESS!!
NEVER PHAIL ON OUR MISSION IF WE MAKE EFFORT!

S diary (2004)

2010-03-04T17:29:00.007+08:00

A korean movie that worths a laugh!!

They added some animation element in it. lol.

this movie talks about a girl's relationship's experience : )

first guy - someone elder who teach singing in her church and tuition teacher.

sec guy - unknown AH PEK!

third - young clubber with nice body ^^

Do all of them wanted her just for her body n no feelings?

or more than that? :)

and the second part of this movie, she teach us

HOW TO TAKE REVENGE!!

hahaahahah!! BLOODY HILARIOUS~

watch at Utube ba.

Inti

2010-03-04T11:11:00.002+08:00

@ inti comp lab now!!
hehehhe..

Metro's internet service is definitely better.

1) no blockage.
2) cant play games on fb especially!!
3) kinda no privacy lol..we sit next to each other.
*hope no one's reading now*

anyway, as i tot my spying goes pretty smooth...
SHOOT! bobby caught me in a lift.
hahahhahaahaah!!

So sien la..cant do anythin here...
wher's my babes!!!

HK n Baby.

2010-03-03T22:25:00.005+08:00

LURVE HELLO KITTY!!!

I cant help it.
I still have my feminine and kiddie side k.
It just kills me! when i walk into the pinkish world. *beat shud und*
I used to collect too -.-"
few wallets, pencil case, lunch set, softtoys(throw d) ....

and here's a video i took.
Baby Jia Hao!

ps. there's a Ferking Flying Cockroach in my room now!! urghh!!
I am armored.

The Reader. 18sx

2010-03-02T17:31:00.007+08:00

needs an update. : )

The Reader (2008)

@ first, i tot it's some kinda adultery 18sx movie showin on StarMovie -.-
even Jackson said it's hamsap movie.

But, once it reaches the ~~mid~~ climax!
I started tearing off tissues..

Storyline. i know it's sien, but plz read hehe
It talks about a 15 yearsold kid havin an affair with a..woman(kate winslet).
They LOVE to have sex everyday.
after the guy finish his classes, he will rush to her place.
Read to her. *she's illiterate*
Then have sex.
*She will bath him occasionally.

The woman leaves him one day as she has to.

Few years later, the guy went to law school and he met her in the court.
She's the defendant. and she was accused that she wrote the letter that causes death of 300 ppl.
But the guy knows that she cant read.
But he din stand up for her. wtf!
the girl didnt want to defend herself as she's ashamed for being an illiterate.
She's sentenced for lifetime imprisonment.

Later,
The guy gt married but divorced.
and he went back to the old place that they used to make love :)
and tis the touchin part.
he found those books again and he tape all the stories.
and send it to her.

So,the girl gets to listen to it.and she decided to learn to write.
and there, she wrote letter to the guy but he never reply. =/

...............blablabla..blablabla.

@ the end, she dies.

P/s - watch @ utube. no censored one. guy&girl : )

currently listening to "standchen" by Schubert/Liszt

Got a job.

2010-02-28T22:46:00.003+08:00

I got a job d.
or shud i say.

I killed my own freedom??

I am back to Jagjit.

He called me again just few mins back.
Me hati lembut. picked up.
there goes the end.

But good thing is. my "BB" wish is soon to be fulfilled!
Beat, faster sav money and don shop jor!

I m gona be up all night btw, since tmr i wil be goin to work @4pm.
And, im only at the first part of first type of behavior : )
wahahahaha.
hope i manage to rmb all the shyt @work tmr.

Cut Cut!

2010-02-28T21:15:00.003+08:00

Yes, got muh ~~hair~~ fringe cut!!
Tot of doing it ytd, and there!

Buh-bye!

Tho it's not a new look,

but at least it's short d!

Oh, i place the charm jon bought on the bracelet.

weird but..nice.

JUST DO IT!!

Brands that i Adore

2010-02-26T23:11:00.004+08:00

today supposed to be doing assignment.

instead, i spend time playin games n watching soaps.

conclusion - not a single word.

tmr morning will be joining Circle K's Myanmar Kids' Visitation!

tmr night mom's throwing a party.

so, i am left with 2 1.5day time to complete it C:

hopes no one tempt me out for anyting.mcd especially!

*wish me luck*

Since ytd we were talkin bout branded stuff @ Aeon.

I realized i m quite in lurve with Chanel & Burberry!!

Chanel's Shades

Burberry Check.

updates.

2010-02-26T00:35:00.002+08:00

seriously no idea what shit is wrong with me.
if u reply too slow, i wil get angry.
abit bit stuff naik gila.
this and that la..

repeaat and repeat "first love".
Dammmn..im so in lurve.

i decide d. since you are making the move.
i also move la. sama sama try k.
hav more faith. : )
doesnt matter if fall. yes!

n a fren of mine keep asking me to get bb.
so, went to did some googling.
interested in bb storm series :D
beat! change to blackberry la! then we cn bbm!

PMS.

2010-02-25T01:44:00.004+08:00

first thing first,
U ferking bitch! can faster reply onot?!
what a so-called efficient group this is?!! what kinda manageer is this?!
shudnt u be online since today's the ferking deadline?!
U think my time is just for u isit?!

Keep taking advantage of me.
Haven u hear bfore tolerance has itz bloody limit!
SHUD THE FEERK UPP !!
or i m gona FERK U RIGHT UP DEEP DOWN!!

___ ___ *middle finger cannot be displayed by blogger -.- *

tizisnotjustaneffectofpms-ing.
morelikeacompilationofcomplaintsandbeh-tahanness.
but am sure it has sth to do with pms.

new!

2010-02-25T00:57:00.003+08:00

done some research! enuff of e-journals.

plenty of readings for tmr.

in the car. in beat's place. in pyramid. keke.

am so gona get the Shades tmr!! - maybe.

NEW!!!

dono if itz sth new to u, but it's to me.

looks like choc aite?!

I tot so at first.

BUT! it's NUTS!!

ps/ i hate nuts. -.-

disappointed.

Assignment time.

2010-02-24T23:16:00.002+08:00

Before starting off for assignment, letz blog a little here and there.

I dono what about you guys.
but, I am definitely feeling that am getting more & more ~~smart~~ stupid.
I am proud to say that I WAS SMART. everything's in my hand.

I miss being like tat.
being confident.

will start with this assignment.
full effort. tho its last min. *grins*

ROM in Fullhouse

2010-02-23T15:41:00.004+08:00

My relative's fren held her

ROM in FULLHOUSE!!

snatch a few pics from her fb.
would love to share wit u guyz.

I love her dress.
abit look like muh design ei :D hahahah!!

the just-married car?

the moment.

FOODIE!

i missed the event.
instead my parents went.
urgh!

they had their honeymoon in Maldives *hearts*

Occident & Orient.

2010-02-23T15:01:00.005+08:00

Occident & Orient.

17 March @ KLCC
tz + i have been talking bout attending orchestras/plays for ages!!
this time, i must b there.

Programme:
KORNGOLD - Captain Blood Overture
TAN DUN - Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon - woooo. excited.
DVORÁK - Symphony No.9 “From the New World”

Dress Code Smart casual.
Strictly no jeans, shorts, T-shirts, sneakers and slippers allowed.

Tickets RM30 (General public)
RM15 (Student)
RM10 (Student groups of 10 or more) - hope i can get this. keke.

Teng's Farewell

2010-02-23T12:02:00.004+08:00

Have been out most of the night till quite late.
As for ytd night,
received a msg from "long lost pal"
EN TENG - E.T.

grab myself out of the bed and move!

First station - Pepper Lunch@ SP.

I feel like a mom.

Group pix!

yummy beef rice.
You have to DIY for the dish.
the beef is still raw when it's served :D

THIS IS A MUST TRY!!
caramel sth. they offer matcha's too!

Then, we head to second round!

Baskin Robbin @ SP.

wooo..En Teng's treat.
SAN-KYU!

Too bad no Love Potion.
Rainbow Sorbet's a great choice too!
sweet & sour!! *heartz*

mine's world class choc.
really world class lo. not LOW CLASS.

Rum raisins taste exactly like rum with raisins : )

The German one taste like cinnamon.

Rainbow Sorbet!!

yum yum.

Everyone gets their share with the Doll of the night.

danny

shayne

evan

ni special sikit. nid to stand :)

woo..

then, we send her off to "newzealand"
*wave*

Third Round!!

Taipan Pool Centre.
A new place opened for 2 months only.
get a whiff!
the newish smell.

look at the background.

the background too.

I LOOK pro. thx to danny. hehehe

and get to play a few round of foos.
sapu!! *happy*

around 12, time to hit the gas.

oops! BUSTED!

PICTURE OF THE NIGHT!!

BasketofOranges

2010-02-21T23:21:00.004+08:00

The Star Online is quite useful!!

For ppl who are impatient for newspaper lyke me.

I managed to get everything just by clickin it!!

wee...

i wana make this!!

Basket of Oranges.cupcake.

BUT..

lookin at the ingredients just "turn me off".
forget it. letz look for sth simpler :D

random

2010-02-20T00:47:00.006+08:00

maxi drez.

chun.

Went for dinner in KL juz now.

a dress tat my aunt bought for me.

The Peak Residence.
feels like Hollywood ei.

Windy night.

The wishing lantern night

2010-02-18T18:22:00.006+08:00

The Wishing Lantern.

each of us has one.

RM10 for 3 only.

from Cheras Taman Connaught Pasar Malam.

I chose the Hello Kitty one ; )

The gods must be wondering whose lantern with such cute cartoons.

ekekekek.

PINK!!

the quality. okok only.

mine with a few small holes d.

Then, write down ur wishes.

that's muh tortoise couz who writes in eng.

hope the gods send the wishes to Jesus :)

Here's muh wishes wit fugly handwriting ; )

we all hav almost the same wish la.

dapat cari soulmate tis year!! kekeke

Then, let ur balloon breathe.

pump some air in it so tat there're enuff oxygen to burn later.

Place the wax provided.

and flame it!!

UP BABEY UP!!

we keep yelling UP UP UP!! lol.

macam horse race nia.

my couz one. dangerous sial!

it hitz the tree, then the rooftop.

but x accident la.

we did it near my couz house's bkb court.

up the hill.

lets see how great 2010 is ^^v

Shoot! spilled my pepsi d. urghh!!

FERK!

2010-02-17T02:22:00.004+08:00

hav alot of complaints to make.

Yesterday, my first meal was at 5pm.

Today, my first meal was at 9pm.

Always waitin for ppl to move their asses from tat mahjong table.

As a result, my stomach is filled with air.

instead of food. now it'z hurting like mad!!!

FEKRFFEERKFERKFEERKFERKFERKKKKKEFEFERKK!!!!

applied ointment also no use!!
FERFERKERKFERK!! want to sleep but cant sleep.

FERK!!

from the starting of movie "Wolfman" til the end, i cant sit still.

just keep moving here and dere.

PAIN! ferk! lol. and

wolfman is a no-no. : )

Happenings.

2010-02-14T22:20:00.006+08:00

Woke up really early just for BKT in pandamaran. =.= not nice one smore.
Stage Duty. meet a few kewl peeps. nice ppl.
Did my first online-purchase movie ticket :D
Run into Weifang & Ting, and my stage crew leader in Pyramid.
Watched 72tenants : D *laugh like mad and tears also*
Little car accident. dad naik gila. kinda spoiled the mood.
Experienced the disaster of S-size T-back. i need more than just "s". Bro told me he can see the shaky "moveeement" of naked Arse from behind _ _ omfg!! thank gawd i hav my bag .

Look at what happen to my feet : D

but not pain wan wo : )

just for BKT.

2010-02-14T15:17:00.005+08:00

went for duty today @ 630am just for some BKT. =.=
I slept at 4am tis morning.
only 2hours of bloody sleep.

luckily, today's duty is simple simple one.
just be a "door bitch" again. keke.
stil gt time to lepak and snake around.

now pergi tidur dulu : )
and dream a gud dream for valentine hehe.

Crew + Performers.

On the stage. spot the tiger? :D

random.

2010-02-12T22:37:00.002+08:00

mom bought a new pair of platform for me last week.
den, first day wear, nth happen o.
second day. gt bruises jor.
ytd third day. i bought plasters, fix it, cont shop.

then, today.

muh beautiful big foot *lurves*

need to change toe color jor.

and went to get the oral aid from Watson today.

AT LAST,

but it doesnt work.

i have three near my lips, one up, one at the side. wooo

and babe, this the twister i saw.

we could just make one ourselves.

apologies.

2010-02-12T19:49:00.003+08:00

I am sorry for everything.
Making such big fusses..
should be able to handle things in a mature way since i m a big girl now.

Thanks for wishing me happy cny ppl.
but guess wat.
My cny is nt happy since i din get to see granny.
and teach me how to enjoy it.
tho i hav my first red packet d : D

how to make jellies.

2010-02-11T23:11:00.005+08:00

1st, prepare the ingredient.

Try to get the Konnyaku jelly powder in blue packaging.

The best amongst all. *thumbsup*

Konnyaku Jelly Powder in this packaging,
Mould,
Mango Flavoring,
500ml filter water.

2nd, Boil the water.

then, switch to small flame.

3rd, add in the powder and stir.

Stir for a good 5mins in the same direction : )

make sure it boils ;)

then, add in the flavoring and some coloring if u like.

then, fill up the mould.

Can add in some longan or laici or fruits if wnt.

leave it till it hardens.

then, only u put it in the fridge : )

TA DANG!

SERVE IT : )

will get the nice konnyaku jelly tmr along with the laici one.

stay tuned! : )

Shop til u drop.

2010-02-10T18:56:00.007+08:00

Went to office today and collected my RM500 instant cash!! woo.
and bos gave me a box of mandarin oranges >.<
Ate Pan mee @business centre with colleague. Nawt nice.

Then, head to Pyramid with sec babes.
Itz Chian's official 21st.
But we did more shopping for our own. especially me -.-"

Still pondering which to get tmr.
goin sunway again -.-"

yes.eyes on the top plz.
nth goes further down -.-

RM49.

frens comment : 'cute'

Office OL look.
RM69.

4 of us stuck in one room ;)

Bought tis @ jusco for RM49 only! ;D

We also went to Cotton On,Esprit, Forever 21,Shoez Obsession etc.

Bought some undies in forever21 & Jusco.

Can u imagine my mom's reaction when she saw the black one?

she was laughing all the way and show my dad -.-

Some basics from Forever 21. *lurves*

Then, went to Full House.

Their set lunch is worthy. Only for RM16.90

i get a Main dish( dory fish), Mushroom soup(nice), Honey Lemon(too sweet), and a piece of cake.

We surprised Chian with the mini cakes.

and. SHE TEARS ;)

happi-nya.

I ordered another one for myself

yummy!

I met tz, kah hin, shi ching, wen yi & huabing today!!

woooo wat a day :D

Conclusion - satisfied!!

Shattered Pieces

2010-02-10T01:12:00.005+08:00

Broke my fav glass in the middle of the night

Itz shattered all over the floor.
!$%#%^&*(!!@

Walked out to get the broom.

AIYAK!

step on the pieces.

it pokes in nawt too deep luckily.

but it bleeds..

i cant just leave those pieces there.
tmr if i m woke up late. die la.

so let' leave it like dis and call KAKAK tmr ; )

weeeee

Valentine

2010-02-09T16:44:00.002+08:00

Valentine's coming.
one sad thing bout valentine is nawt tat
you are single.

is that, u see ur ex
celebrating valentine with his new lovely pet.
and facebooks are full of those pics.
Jealoz & Happy for him la : )

Scenario in resource centre

Crz : " he'z jz not the right guy"
Kah hin : "you said that to all the guyz"

but, isnt it true?
the guy who suits me.
my babes would noe which kind aite x)

7th Feb

2010-02-08T16:08:00.007+08:00

Before i start off,

*cough cough*

I spend 1hour for make up & hair-do.

Simple make up.

Dump all my fake eyelashes d anyway.

Highskul buddy's 21st!
Theme : Hawaiian.

fyi, she spend RM2000 for the food and venue.

These are called "lace".
we all have one hanging over our neck.

The babes.
Bday girl in white dress next to me.

They juz keep snatching pics cz we are TOO FREE.
zzzzzz.. nak tidur dah

The outside view of the hall.
swimming pools : )

The games we play are kinda..
bring us bk to pre-school : )
make a line and hold hands.
make a round circle
say ur name..
we bowl coconut and hit the pineapples.
rofl!!!!

The prizes for bowling game -- Pineapple.
super swt.

I did some PR job over there.
one gud thing of having me in a party is that.
I try to keep everyone entertain : )
only with my best fren's party la!
She's an Australian studyin here.

A few cuties join in later.
And then, itz time to ciao jor =.="
CE LA KA.

then, went for my woohoo movie as i've promised to watch with family.
I cried watching woohoo.
I laughed too. of cz.
but, lame la!! hahaha!!

weee.

after all the tears & laughter.

6th Feb

2010-02-08T12:50:00.009+08:00

Realize tat..being a stage crew.
one of the basic requirement is : " being able to stand boredom "

Venue : Bayu tinggi

happening : Some Klang Politicians give speech & angpows & Performances

The stage with CNY dragon deco.
isnt it tiger tis year?

Backstage & chairs for performers : )

we too efficient d,

fast fast kao tim jor,

nth to do.

Camwhore lo.

Dis is our Beloved team leader. A babe. : )

muahaha.

fang.

Joyce.

Did u realize?

that we. are ALL IN BLACK!

ROFL!

@ night when we went to yumcha,

ppl jz keep staring at us : )

The kidz drummers. mostly in primary schools ; )

bt they are gud.

I met my 3-years-ago P.I.C.
for those who did followed my blog would knw i supposed.
hahaha..my long lost crush. rofl.

seeing him is kinda woohoo.
and saw their dragondance!!
they did it with UV Light, and the dragon is glowing in the dark.
First time wei!! :D

2010-02-05T22:01:00.001+08:00

isnt she gorgeous?

how can one be born like dat?

equal color on each side and all.

tsk.

5th feb. Surprise!

2010-02-05T20:07:00.005+08:00

Early morning (10am)

@ Bus stop near my house

That's the direction where i will be hoping the bus to appear!

Then took Rapid Kl to kelana jaya

then head to Taman Melati.

passed by 20+stations : )

imaging how pain the arse can be.

*surprise*

isnt that TZ?!!

long straight silky hair. and she gets slimmer d.

it was a real surprise and euphoric to meet an old fren in such a way.

*wave bb*

Around 11.55am

@ Taman Melati LRT station

Trying to take a pic of the station board.

but failed and the train comes!

The next station is Gombak.

so im actually near Genting d??

wanted to drop by One U on the way home.

just as i wanting to make my decision,

*ringtone*

Rina confirmed pergi saloon!

weeeee.. ^^v

so i wil leave OU for another day.

since Tz knows tat i would lurve to go OU for her farewell dinner :D

KH tak boleh harap d. -__-

about 2pm,

@ Summit

SuperStyle Academy's students sudah balik kampung!

so hair-do plan postponed :D

instead, brought Rina to try out AH CHENG!

of cuz it's my treat since the hairdo-plan failed bcuz of my lack of survey :/

Rina & her Longan Ais

I prefer nasi lemak over Asam Laksa.

The food of the day! the kakak there can recognize me jor
brought my mom there jz few days bak.

After lunch, shopping time ; )
bought a bling bling not-so-lala watch, some titbits,
and starbucks treat from Rina!

Greentea Frappucino!
fgt bout choc chips -.-

4th Feb

2010-02-05T19:43:00.004+08:00

hmm hmm.

Yesterday was a great day.

I, a subangrian, a road/direction idiot.

kekekeke.

did some google on SS2 Mcd.

but i was googling on an outdated map -.-"

Tbh, i was super worried when the time's getting closer & im stil bit sesat.

But, phew, thanks to a fren!!

it's a TOTAL COMFORT!!

at least im sure where im heading to d.

and i kinda sense sth's comin.lol.

my journey went well.

reached early and bought fav jap curry packet @100yen!!

and what happens later...makes me keep laughing to myself

LOL!!!ppl was looking at me like one kind.

*shh*

and received a call from the couple around midnight -.-
i m touched as well u 2 fellas!! <3

will complete it as fast as possible!! kekeke.